Barricade. yes my friends, barricade.

re-post [last posted on facebook, march 3rd 2011]




if i have like, a dumping area for [Dump_any_distracting_thoughts_here] as in, POOF! a dump literally.. i'll be more than a very happy person to take note on the others, be more attentive to others, rather than whining my, my own, whatever issues that i'm making a big fuss with..



be it how important the matters is or how shallow the problem is, like.. seeking the possibilities from the impossible and want it to be happen as soon as possible, has an interest in things you don't particularly being fond of , thinking how to make money without money, starts to imagining things you think you could do in reality, kept thinking about a girl you don't even know while in the midst of a busy operation, to mention a few.. these are all distracting thoughts.. a stupid barricade, especially the latter that i've mentioned, THAT one, is very dangerous and risky.


so what's the big fuss with all these? you don't run away with it. yes i know. you've planned, plotted and you want to foresee everything and anything goes accordingly to YOUR WAY. yes. according to MY WAY, i'll be a nasa trainee or probably the second malaysian to flies up to space if if if if everything i've planned will work out MY WAY. okay cut out the bollocks, see all these creates an unnecessary, distracting, shallowwmellow how to say this in english? thoughts that i'm too focus with i don't even give a damn on others, friends or relatives erm problem.. because i think way too much for myself. way too much.



i mean, what the f[censored] it's 5 am, i wouldn't write this if i wasn't serious. 3 and half hours left to work. go figure..